When? - a question for God

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As I log in online,

I’m confronted with announcements of pink and blue.

I softly cry to myself and wonder,

When is it my turn

To share the happy news?

Each vitamin bottle that spills from the cabinet,

Is evidence of my desire.

God, please tell me when,

I’m ready to meet him or her.

This journey feels like forever,

We have been trying for so long...

At this point, it feels like a distant dream.

Lord, when can I be a mom?