Feeling overwhelmed

All I see is beautiful pregnant women whenever I am out in a store shopping, getting my nails done, something as simple as being in a drive thru!! Everywhere I go I see something that I want so badly... I come to work and a close co worker tells me she just found out she is 10 weeks and had no clue... no one at my job knows im TTC & I tried so hard not to cry.. I feel like a failure all I want to do is give the man I love a baby.. its what we BOTH want.. I am so upset but will not give up