I’m so tired of tracking my periods and seeing if I’m ovulating or not! Seeing everyone getting pregnant and all these cool things and I’m just rotting away getting older and not getting my wish! Pcos is kicking my arse and I feel like it’s winning! I’m so tired you all 😔😢

I’m just going to feel so incomplete for the rest of my life knowing that I should’ve had 4 children! I look at my boys and I’m so grateful but I hate myself for doing the birth control stuff and ruining my body! Drs say they don’t know what the cause’s are for PCOS and that I couldn’t have done anything different and still end up with it but damn you know! I feel so different unrecognizable! I’m fat as hell compared to 6yrs ago and my damn hair is running away from my scalp!!