I’m starting to get really pissed about this hand I was dealt in being a woman. To start, I started my period at 9 years old. Then, I waited to have sex until I met the right person (out of fear of getting pregnant) and now we’re married. We’ve been trying to have a baby for almost 2 years. At 11 months of trying I got pregnant and had a miscarriage. That’s when everything got all messed up. I went from 5 day long, relatively normal periods to 8 day long heavy periods that came and went as they pleased. Last month it never picked up above spotting and only lasted 5 days and stopped completely. This month it didn’t come at all. No period=no babies and I’m starting to feel like a failure. I’m not pregnant, I went in for a blood test. Now I have sharp pelvic pains, breast pain, abdominal pressure, and nausea. I go in for another sucky pelvic ultrasound on the 4th. I’m 31 and starting to lose hope that we will ever have a baby. Sorry for this really long rant and I know that there are so many women on here that have had worse hands but I’m just so tired of all the problems right now. If you make it through this entire thing, thanks for reading.