Emotional abuse

I want to start off by saying I’m glad that my boyfriend left me because at the end of the day i was being abused emotionally and verbally . I saw signs to leave him but was ignoring them but one thing my ex told me when he broke up with me was that he loved me but he wasn’t in love with me anymore . When i think about it all over again i realized that it was all emotional abuse and he would ask me all the time if i was happy in the relationship and i would always ask if he was happy and he would say yes . I know he was lying , being unfaithful and using me in this relationship but i was ignoring the signs . Each day i pray and manifest for the one for me to come in my life . I have days when i have to just let it all out and cry but i can never go back to a toxic relationship like this .