Why is this so freaking hard?!

Amber

Is anyone else having the absolute hardest time TTC #3?!😭 We miscarried in April and were cleared to start trying again in May and ever since it's been nothing but BFN after BFN! I finally got a positive opk last month and we were so sure AF wouldn't show up, but she did😞 Currently CD4 on our 5th cycle of TTC and I just want to give up. We told each other that we would try for at least 6 months, but can I really handle another BFN... Bc honestly I don't think I can. Is anyone else feeling this way? Or is it just me?