Positive Thoughts and Energy

I'm a firm believer in positive thoughts and energy bring positive outcomes. I know the journey of TTC can be highly stressful, heartbreaking, and other adjectives I can't think of at the moment. One morning, I cried whole way to work because a test came out negative and I really thought I was pregnant. This past month, I didn't psych myself out, did not take tests and did not talk about my symptoms to anyone; it was only month since TTC my period came on time. And I was fine with it, made me look forward to this month.

I say all this because I've realized that during this time, we get lost in our emotions and concerns and fears and don't look at the positive and wonderful things around us. And I used to be a very negative person before TTC and then got worse in the beginning. I have learned numerous times past few months "everything happens for a reason." Maybe July is my month because I'm meant to have an April baby. To not get upset over the trivial things and things that go wrong, I remember there is a reason this is happening. I also remember that "the grass is not always greener on the other side " I found myself so envious of an old friend and said to my husband "maybe there are problems we don't know of and things are not always what they seem." Maybe I'm meant to have a lot of struggles to make me stronger. Who knows! I also make sure to find something or someone to appreciate and be grateful for everyday. I teach summer school and one difficult student was awesome yesterday and that made me super happy and appreciative.

With all that, I bathe everyone in baby dust and pray we all get that huge BFP that will come!

Positive thoughts will attract positive outcomes!!!