Stepping out of my comfort zone!

The last year and a half has been a struggle. September 10 will make a year since I delivered our son sleeping at 25 weeks. With a miscarriage following in January at 10 weeks. We've been TTC since about April (my husband wanted to wait a few months while I processed everything) and still no positive hpt. I'm starting to lose hope so I've decided to attend a local Waiting In Hope group meeting. I have anxiety and hate meeting new people but I feel I really need this!