It's been 2 years ttc. The longest and very emotional journey has officially drained me. This last cycle was it for me I can't deal with the anxiety of hoping and or thinking that this could be the month. I have finally decided to get back on bc. I just don't know what to think. I don't wanna give up but what else should I do.. I feel like I have nobody to talk to about this... I just want this so badly