So sad ..

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I just had my last baby. Best pregnancy so far ... worst labor and delivery. To the unbearable pain, and then hemorrhaging after. I knew I could never go through that again but it makes me so sad that he is my last one! Even though I know Im done having kids - it’s such a sad feeling know he’s my last! But I’m soaking up all the newborn snuggles I can before he won’t want to snuggle anymore! Has anyone felt like this when they decided to not have anymore kids ?