Completely shattered

Stephanie • 25 year old 💁🏻‍♀️ - Married 💍 - Pregnant with my 1st (Baby Girl Due December 8th💕🌸)

I am 25 weeks pregnant and earlier this pregnancy I lost my pet bunny. My husband and I were devastated when we came home and found him laying peacefully. A month ago or so I adopted a baby kitten from a local shelter. She’s my first kitten I’ve ever had and we absolutely fell in love with her. Yesterday, I noticed her stomach was oddly bloated so I took her in to the vet. After many tests and $700 later, it turned out to be fatal Parvo. I about lost it. Losing a pet is hard enough but 2 this pregnancy? That would push me over the edge. The vet suggested we put her down but my husband and I were not ready. We bring her back home and I’ve been praying day and night. I’m upset at myself because I seem to only pray to god whenever I need something. I just can’t lose her. She’s acting fine but this Parvo in kittens is so fatal and can happen so quickly. X-rays showed it was advanced. Can I mention she’s only 4 months old? My heart is breaking. I’m so emotional and can’t stop crying. I’m sure it’s not good for the baby but I just can’t help myself. I always give people who are going though tough times advice and I never ask for it myself, but I need some words of encouragement. Anything will help... 😪