I’m done

None of these people actually love me. They all act like they hate me and I’m so done feeling unwanted. I’m 16 and I feel like I have no one. My parents yell at me and get mad at me and make me feel like a horrible person. My bf means the most to me above everything but he’s been hurting my feelings to the point where I feel self conscious and sad. My closest friends would rather hang out w each other instead of me. They lie to me and don’t invite me to hang w them. Schools starting in a week and I can imagine how shitty I’m gonna do this year and I’m so scared cause this year is so important. I feel stupid and I’m letting everyone down. I’m never gonna make it anywhere and I don’t think I have a future anymore. Everyone would be better off without me, don’t know y I’m still here.