Feeling alone and lost

Ashlynn

My husband and i have been trying for a year now, after seeing a few doctors i finally found one that listened and i liked. She started doing tests and trying to figure out what was going on with me. At first my insurance was so terrible i went to get blood work done and it cost over $300. So instead my husband had a semen analysis done and it came back normal so she started me on clomid 50mg. Nothing that month ago next month 100 mg. Nothing and then i didn't get my period either. Switched insurance so i could actually get testing done. Had to take provera then went to get an hsg acs my tubes were open so that was a relief. But then i went to get an ultra sound and I had PCOS and a septum in my uterus.

So now I'm going to the center of advanced reproductive services in late August. Everything i read leads me to believe that i will need surgery and then probably <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a>. This is all very over whelming, expensive and I'm having a hard time coping. Every time someone say oh i know what you mean but they have a kid i get mad because they really don't know, or i see on the news these people beating their kids it infuriates me becauae we have a great home, a home empty just waiting for baby stuff, two people who will love it but we have to spend thousands and go broke just trying to conceive.

Sorry for such the long ramble, but long story short how do you all cope? TIA