Lately on the weekends my husband has been going out. HE gets the break while I’m still on 24/7 with no help because we don’t have family here. He dropped a bomb on me that he’s going to DC tomorrow until Saturday. We’re strapped for money so I don’t think that’s a good idea. It just annoys me that he gets to decide when he gets to go out. Mind you, DC is 3 hours away from us. It really is exhausting to care for someone day in day out 24/7. He took a nap for exactly 40 minutes and that gave me enough time to straighten my hair and eat. I’m about to tell him that he shouldn’t go because I’m just not cool with it. Especially he’s been going out every chance he gets. I envy it. I feel like I lost myself because I’m not JUST a mom. I know I’m not the only one who feels this.