I've been trying so hard to conceive and Everytime I get disappointed. It done got to the point where I just cry about it so much. Now my mind just telling me I'll never be a mother and that kills me. Cause I'm 40 yrs old now so I have to realize now it's to late. I always wanted kids cause I love them so much. I'm probly wrong for wat I'm about to say but I really have no one or nothing out here to live for. So to you lady's who are trying. I wish you the best and I love you all for wanting to bring something so precious into this world and your life.