We just found out at 12 weeks (this Tuesday) that our baby has no heartbeat and measures at 10 weeks, which means we missed their passing. I was given misoprostol to facilitate the miscarriage and make the light on and off cramping the last two weeks stronger and i passed our baby last night and ended up in the ER because I kept vomiting up the pain meds and water and ended up terribly dehydrated and in pain.

Today my hubby and I picked out cacti and succulents together to make a memorial garden. I’m thinking of getting some rhinestone hearts in the shade of their would-be birth stones to put in there.