i realize that since we broke up, things haven’t gotten easier. after the three months of not talking, you finally came back to me. since school started, we started talking again and have gotten closer. knowing how both of us are, conversation has never been easy and my anxiety makes it worst in any social situation. at this time, we haven’t labeled ourselves as a couple and at this point, we might never. i’m starting to lose hope that we could actually try again and i’m stuck in the middle of letting you go or trying harder. i feel like i’m giving 110% and you’re really only giving 40% and it really concerns me. you said you’d be more honest this time around but i feel like even with that, you lied. i feel like you feel obligated to do things with me even though you really don’t have to, but do them for the sake of not making me feel lonely. I don’t have any people that i consider friends and i think with you knowing that, it’s the reason that you lie that you genuinely want to do things with me (not sexually). i can’t handle this much mentally and i don’t know what to do.