Is it my fault

rose

I feel like it’s my fault around 4am 430 am my husband wanted to have sex and I said let’s do it and so we where getting ready and he tried you know to get it hard for about 30 mins so he goes to the bathroom and comes back and it like 515am and he gets in bed and so he tries to get it up some more and then finally he says babe I’m sorry I’m weak and I just rolled over and he puts his arm around me and I just wanted to cry because I felt like it’s my fault for letting that happen so then i scoot all the way over and i just cried and cried to where he can’t hear me and i didn’t know what to say or do the time is now 608am and i have barley slept but what do y’all think is it my fault or is it a problem that he can’t keep it up. And It would of been a 50/50 on me getting pregnant and I’m just here all down trying not to think about it.