I have a boyfriend and my relationship with my parents are okay at the moment. Although my exams are pretty much stressing me out. Ive been sick for a few days and i couldnt study at all. I felt really bad about myself. Throughout the days i was sick, some people who i thought would check up on me, didn't and it just gave me a reality check. I felt lonely and it was weird. My boyfriend loves me and I know that but he can't give me the attention and time i guess i need from a partner and sometimes struggle to show his care through words since im his first serious relationship, this is all new to him. Even after all that im not in a good place mentally, and i just have these moments where i feel so shitty. My acne is breaking out and i feel anxious all the time lol. I guess its safe to say ive been better. I'd cry for an hour or so and can't pinpoint exactly what Im crying about.