We always played rough like he used to play choke me and it was funny

Now he does it and I can’t breathe and he knows how hard he’s doing it

He’s smashed my head and face into my steering wheel

He’s slammed me and slammed my head on the trunk of my car

Puts me in the “chicken wing”

Pulls my hair

And slaps me daily

Strangely I still like him but is this abuse ? Iknow it sounds bad but he’s much much bigger than me heck I’m only 130 pounds barely! Iknow he’s not serious when he does this he’s just being very rough when he plays with me I don’t think it’s abuse but I honestly not sure because I’m 20 and I’ve never been with someone like this I really care for him and I love him I’m just not sure what’s going on it wasn’t always like this but I’m not sure if this will just get worse ..