Feeling so down tonight

I know most people are okay with their men watching porn, but it makes me feel so bad about myself. I was so confident until I found out about my husband watching it. I told him how I feel about it and he sweared he would never watch it again. Yet, he didn’t stop. I confronted him for the second time. But he’s showing signs of watching it again. He never compliments me, he never tells me I’m beautiful or anything. I will get ready for a date and I have to ASK “how do I look” and all he says is “good.” He doesn’t ever want sex anymore either. I’ve talked to him about it all, but he then starts blaming me for literally nothing just to get the talk off of him. I am a stay at home mom and I don’t feel appreciated. Nothing I do is ever good enough for him... I’m sorry this is all over the place, but I just needed someone to talk to...