I watched another test turn negative

Diana

I have 2 angels and a rainbow. After trying for 6 months we got a positive with some weirdness then while away for work I started to bleed and when I got him 2 days later I watched the tests go negative. I’m seriously numb. I cried the day I started bleeding and a couple more times. But I’m numb I’m not not upset by it- but it’s almost like of course this again——

Ladies I don’t even know what I want out of this post I just need to talk about it.