My seasonal depression is back and when I told my boyfriend he actually had the nerve to say "there's nothing to be sad about". The fun thing about depression is that if there's nothing it'll create something for you! I'm not even mad. I'm just hurt and sad. I feel like I'm worthless and that's the last thing I would have wanted him to say.

He hasn't had depression and I guess he doesn't understand on a personal level but a little fucking heart in the conversation wouldn't have hurt! I feel more weak and more vulnerable then I have in almost a year (been doing pretty good with keeping my "breakouts" to a minimal). Now above all other moments in time, IS NOT the time to make me think I'm being dramatic. Like I don't have a right to how I'm feeling.

"I'm depressed"

"Be happy"

"You're right, I'll just be happy! Why haven't I thought of that"

IT DOESN'T WORK THAT WAY! 🙄😭🙄

(Hypothetical convo ^^)