Bipolar ttc

OK so been ttc for three years, wasn't ovulating, been on clomid 5x, started ovulating again so great! Been four months ovulating and still nothing. So trying to eat healthy lose weight. But so many people say once they stopped trying they got pregnant. Well that's hard for me being bipolar because I obsess over it. I try to make it fun, but that two week weight to see if I'm pregnant. I'm wondering if I'm putting too much stress over it. So trying to not think about it. But so hard!! Any advice? Anybody in same position?