Well I usually don't share my world but lately the isolation has driven me insane. I'm a mother to 4 beautiful children and a baby girl on the way. Well a few weeks ago my husband of a year kicked me and my almost 3 year old out. I split custody of the oldest 3 with my ex husband and he has them right now thankfully. But me and my daughter are completely homeless. I packed all I could in the car that me, her and the new baby will need. Then I called all around to find a family member willing to accept a high risk pregnant woman and a toddler with nothing to offer in return for rent or anything. I found one and left on my last $60 and had to leave state. I'm so hurt and scared. My family is supportive but my aunt has colon cancer and two young children of her own and she works daily to keep her house up. I feel useless but she inspires me. I'm trying to stay positive and accept the changes but I'm lost. I'm trying to find a doctor, transfer my insurance, and keep on top of things. I feel so confused, lost, hurt and hope I can be the parent to my two girls they deserve. Their father has broken me and I won't allow him to do that to them. Thank you for listening!!!