1st miscarriage

on August 29th I found out I was pregnant I couldn't believe it that was the happiest day of my life after trying for almost 2 years its finally happen I didn't find out I was pregnant till I hit 10 weeks the only reason I didn't find out was because I didn't feel any symptoms I spotted a little but I just thought it was because my period was coming my period has always been irregular but unfortunately yesterday and the day before I was bleeding a lot and I went to the emergency room and I found out I had a miscarriage I'm hurting inside and out and it makes me not want to try again because I don't want to go through it again