I’m having the worse cramps ever, it’s not heavy just real light pink blood when I wipe, can’t stop peeing, and maybe it’s just in my head. I was 4 days late really thought it happen.. I can’t stop crying it hurts so bad. I don’t know what’s wrong with my body. Why is it so hard to get Bby #2 after 12 years.. maybe I should have never let my mom talk me into getting abortion, when my son was only 7 months she said I was only 18 and wasn’t ready for 2 kids. Seem like after that I couldn’t have kids anymore, I been trying for so long... I pray all the time and ask god. But I guess he not hearing me.. but I guess it will happen when it happen.. it’s so hard not to think about it every month.. thanks for letting me vent.