I had a miscarriage July 18 at 8 weeks. My husband and I would’ve been announcing just a few weeks ago had our little babe kept growing.

Tonight I saw the 3rd pregnancy announcement of the week on my FB and just broke down. All three of these couples absolutely deserve their babies and are amazing couples and I am happy for them.... but the jealousy and anger just hit me tonight. I WANT THAT TO BE US.

We’re only on our second month ttc after our loss and I have faith that we will conceive when we are meant to, but some days I just get so jealous. Part of me also hates that we kept it so quiet. We were going to be parents too. We deserved that happiness even if it didn’t last long and because we stayed quiet and tried not to get attached we missed out on it all.

Needed to vent. Wishing all of the baby dust to everyone on here who’s ttc after a loss. Our time will come and we all deserve to shout it from the roof tops when it does. 💞