So I’m 5 weeks pregnant with pregnancy number 6. One early loss in June, and the loss of a twin of my sons at 12 weeks back in 2008. I’m overjoyed and thrilled to be expecting, especially this rainbow bean. My kids are 17,12,8,5 and now this little sesame seed... and I have a problem. I’ve mentioned it to my mom and she was underwhelmed... and my Dad just basically called me insane and hung up on me. My kids are well taken care of, my house is payed for, no car payments, I work full time and am in a very serious engagement to this babies father for the last 2 years, Wedding planned for 10/25/18. (Previous marriage ended in infidelity on his part). So why do I feel so GUILTY having a baby? Like I’m taking all the M&Ms out of the bowl and some didn’t even get one!? It’s hard to stay positive about this being made to feel so selfish by people so close to me.... and like I’m crazy... any advice?? Please and thanks sorry the post is so long.