Can antidepressants affect your ability to love?

I have had major hormonal issues due to birth control and had to go on antidepressants so that I didn’t leave my partner, quit my job and run away from my life. I’m off BC now but I have to stay on the antidepressants for a little longer until my chemicals are all balanced 🙄

I have been with my SO for 2 years and I love him but recently I’ve been feeling that I don’t really know what love is. Like even with my family, I’m so close to my family but recently I wonder if I only love them because I’ve known them for so long and you sort of have to love your family.

I don’t want to be with anyone else. I think about him all the time, I miss him when we’re at work and can’t be with each other, I enjoy spending our time together at home (even if we aren’t doing anything), I can’t imagine being with anyone else but I just feel like I’m missing a link or something.

I don’t feel depressed, sad, anxious or any of the other things I was feeling either. I just feel a bit like everything is happening to another person and I’m just a spectator. Can antidepressants do that??