So.

It looks like my daughter might be my last baby

First

And last

And I don’t know how to process this.

I was just looking up prices for a vasectomy. Out of curiosity because we already talked about that’s how we would go about it once we’re done with kids. And told my husband how much they were. He’s like, ok. When do you wanna get this done. No hesitation. No “let’s talk about it”. I just felt my heart drop. I wasn’t expecting him to be so willing and ok with such a permanent change.

Grant it, we can’t afford another baby. But I don’t know if I was ready to make such a permanent decision.

I’m not trying to say anything. Just really shocked and kinda sad