Why??

meh meh mee

I’ve been on and off with my boyfriend for a year, and I love him.

Unconditionally.

But he doesn’t.

A couple weeks ago, he and I broke up, but then he later realised how lucky he is to have me, and he says it won’t happen again.

But this is the 3rd time it’s happened.

We are currently together,

And I love him.

Even though he only loves me for sex.

Even though he ignores me most of the time.

Even though he belittles me.

Even though I know I deserve better.

I love him.

I still love him.

I just wish he loved me back.