I hate this...

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Getting woken up from cramps and the usual period backache at 6am is such a downer. She’s right on time too... just makes me wonder if I’ll ever see a positive test or if I’ll ever be able to see that look on my husbands face. I promised god that I’d try to stay positive, even if the outcome this month wasn’t what we wished for. It’s just finding and keeping my faith gets harder and harder each month, I feel like a failure.