Am I wrong for wanting to leave my SO of 5 years because he doesn’t want to get married?

We have 2 kids and one on the way. A house, cars, our whole life is together like were Already married and he won’t do it. Why!? Why don’t I deserve that! We are happy for the most part. I just don’t understand and I don’t want to do this anymore. I want a husband. Not a boyfriend. Is that so wrong?

Edit- we DID discuss this prior to starting a life together however we’ve been together since I graduated high school..

marriage is not just a piece of paper for me.

It is him committing to ME. He is committed to our family.. but him hesitating to marry me makes me feel not good enough. Who wants to feel that way constantly? Who wants to live like that? Marriage may not mean something to you. But I’m asking for opinions/advice in the perspective that it does.

It sucks feeling like you don’t deserve a sweet romantic night or some type of sweet setting where the only man you’ve ever loved your entire life, asks you to bind yourself with him for the rest of your lives.

I’m really feeling not good enough at this point and I’m ready to give up. Not on my kids. But on him. I don’t think it’s healthy to be unhappy for my kids sake of having their parents in the same household. That just seems absurd to me. I’m not asking to be judged or asked why I didnt do my life a different way.