Just venting

Noah 🤰🏼

Cant speak about the disappointment, sadness and bunch of emotions that i feel every time i get my period. Im 38 so time is a factor, my husband and I want a baby so much ( as much as everyone in this app ttc) but he is not the one i can go or anyone else about how i feel. I have my daughters and he has children so for everyone is silly ( been polite) that we are ttc, and he doesnt like to talk about feelings (mine or his) but today when i got my period after 3 cycles of clomid i just felt like crying.. i want to have a baby with all that is in me and this process has been very difficult - ttc since 2016