Update.. just started bleeding on my own so I’m kind of relieved that my body figured it out before I had to take the pills. I don’t feel like I’m making a bad decision and I feel I can accept this now. Ready to get it over with and ttc sometime in October 🤞

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Hi everyone.. I’ve posted my story before but now I have updates. A week ago I was 7 weeks since my LMP but possibly only 6 1/2 weeks pregnant. My doctor did my second ultrasound because the week before we saw just a gestational sac, which he laughed and told me that’s all he expected to see at this point and that there was “nothing bad” he could say about my pregnancy. So the ultrasound that day showed the sac as well and a possible yolk sac. The tech had a very difficult time maneuvering the wand because my uterus is tilted. Everything seemed okay until I was called in to speak with my doctor and since there wasn’t a baby visible he discussed doing meds to start the miscarriage or a d&e!!! I was shocked and horrified to say the least.

Anyway a week later, today, nothing is happening. No cramping no bleeding so I called to update like he told me to. He repeated the two options to me and didn’t even ask if I wanted another ultrasound first. I brought it up and he said if I would like to do that I can. So I’m rushed into getting the ultrasound tomorrow and he will probably give me the meds right after since I definitely don’t like the idea of surgery. I just can’t get over the fact that he is so sure at this point that he’s willing to force my body to miscarry but what if there’s a baby and the tech couldn’t find it or it was just slow growing but caught up after a week?? I’m no doctor but I would much rather be sure than wonder after the fact. My husband looks at me like I’m crazy and being unreasonable and should just trust this doctor. But this doctor gets paid on couples coming to him for fertility treatments and I got pregnant on my first try at

<a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a>

so ... you never know. terrible to think what I was going to say but I can’t help it!

I’m also a little scared for how emotional I will be during my ultrasound tomorrow morning. I need to prepare myself to not see anything in the sac again, or worse, a deformed sac getting ready to come out.

Can anyone share their experience with the 4 pills they want me to insert into my vagina?? And then I have to repeat this after 24 hours? I’m a little scared.