I dont have anything for him I cant buy diapers carseat his stroller he has a crib and some clothing from my other son but it's so depressing nobody understands the feeling of not being able to support your child everyone has something negative to say when he'd have a better life with everything he needs and I feel so bad and guilty because I chose to bring him in this world I shouldn't have to struggle with a newborn he doesn't deserve it at all I'm not a bad mother for thinking my baby would be financially stable with another family