Hmm....

My husband asked me for a video of me touching myself. I’m 20 weeks pregnant, and super self conscious of my body. My boobs are weird, my vagina is less than perfect, and you can tell I have had a number of pregnancies with the way my body is (we have 5 kids). I don’t feel beautiful at all, and I don’t know how to get over that. I know he’s been helping himself more than usual which doesn’t bother me at all except when he watches porn (I’ve always had an issue with porn). I have told him that what he watches on his phone while he jerks off makes me feel uncomfortable because I can’t help but feel like he’s comparing me to those perfect pornstar girls (Their perfect boobs, perfectly groomed vaginas, perfect performance). I really think that’s why he asked me for a video of myself though (so he can watch me instead of random chicks while he helps himself.) Im having a really rough pregnancy, so I can’t just take care of him sexually every single time he wants it.. as much as I’d like to.. (we are still having sex like once a week which isn’t a lot, but it’s all I feel well enough to do right now.) We have never even sent each other risqué photos, so i’m just a little surprised by his request. I want to do it for him, but I don’t want to make myself look stupid. Would you guys do it? If you would, do you have any advice for me? This is a little bit exciting to me, but I can’t help but have reservations about it. Please no judging me.. everyone’s relationship is different, and I just want some comfort/advice regarding this situation. Thanks!