I’ve lost her... the love of my life. Ladies help.

Sooo I love this girl, we met online, after 2 weeks I knew I wanted to marry her, after 3 weeks we booked a holiday together to Santorini, after 2 months we moved in together, 5 months we discussed and planned a baby, 6 months I proposed, 7 months we found out we were expecting, 9 months later we had our little boy Charlie... fast forward 9 weeks post birth and ... we found out Irish twins are on the way!!... yeah I know!!! and now... I’ve lost her... she is once again addicted to Glow! Another 7 months of stupid “something-shit-Lyn” name polls and photo after photo of “cheating bastard What’s app’s...” and stories that were never answered the first time round! Am I the only one that wants to know what ever happened to the guy that was caught shitting on the door mat?!?