venting before I have a panic attack.

Bonnie

I am getting married in 3 days, Im also 20 weeks pregnant. my mom went on a road trip with my grandparents, they went to see all their kids because they are not doing good then before they went home they stopped in jersey to be here for my wedding cause its the one thing I wanted, well now here they are and after just 3 days here my grandma ends up in hospital with A-Fib and then a day later My grandpa with a fever and his copd acting up do to some type of infection. my anxiety has been through the roof because I feel like this is my fault. I have had 2 panic attacks already and to make things worse my photographer canceled cause they had a family issue.