When u might loose everything

Hope and my story can help others. Ok so in 2014 I was arrested for something that I am very ashamed it was trafficking drugs. I was traveling from my home town. And ended up 4 states away from home. I get arrested stayed in jail for almost 1 year. I cannot go back to my home state because I I'm currently fighting 🥊 the case. After 2 years of been out I meet a wonderful person (husband) now we got pregnant and now have a 3 month old son. I have so much regrets for what happened in 2014 because this my rip me away from my son and husband later on today. I have court. 9-6-18 it is so sad I have cried alone in the shower just to think I can loose this case. I am breastfeeding my lil one. I'm so scared. If any of u pray and see this pls pray for me. I will keep up date. But pls don't do something wrong and later on in life it will affect you and in the worst way possible. Keep faith in God.