My baby makes me cry!!!

So I'm sat here staring at my miracle baby and wondering how I got so lucky.

I cry with happiness everyday. Everyone that knows me, knows what I've been through these past 4 years. Not everyone knows that my daughter was in fact my 8th pregnancy, not everyone knows that I got told I could never have children and to stop putting my body through so much turmoil. The heartache at losing so many babies never leave you, it only gets easier with each passing day. When my husband got cancer he was told he couldn't have children after chemo, that was another blow. Staring at this little bundle has me counting my lucky stars. When I lost my baby's twin so early on in the pregnancy, I seriously thought that was it. This pregnancy was over. It was a bitter sweet feeling being told I lost one but one was still healthy. The amount of specialist I was under was unbelievable. None of them had a clue what was going on, apart from one. She was amazing and put me on special medication as soon as I got pregnant. That one tablet saved my little girls life. I seriously can't imagine life without her now. We are so lucky that my husband was obviously perfectly capable of having children and so am I! Proved those doctors wrong!!!