Caught red fisted

So today was just like any other day but today instead of my fiancé meeting me at my moms we decided to just meet at home to make it easier... we’ll he got home probably 15 minuets before me as he texted me to let me know.. well I got home and the door was unlocked unusual for us so I came in the house and locked the door behind me knowing he was going to shower when he got home so I open the bathroom door and say “ what you trying to get mugged” he says “oops” not a huge deal till I realized he has a pocket pussy and lube out... keep in mind we have be TTC for 7 months and I see this so I shut the door not knowing if he saw me see it or not and start crying I don’t know how to feel or what to say or even if I should say something. At this point what do I do I feel like I’m not enough or not what he wants anymore he sits next to me after as if we both didn’t see anything but how should I react he’s his other stuff from me too before and now there is this I need some advice....