This might sound a little bit crazy, but after my last post about having bad dreams about my ex (and former step father) I have finally realized I have PTSD. Finally, after 4 years. I have almost every symptom. It's just gotten worse as time goes on. It's kind of personal what I went through so I don't really want to post about everything that happened, but I'm curious to know if anyone else on glow/ruby has this. How did you find out and how did you get help?