Not wanting to call the Dr.

I'm trying to be nonchalant about this possible rainbow baby but I don't think it's working. My Dr. told me to wait 2 cycles after my chemical in June buuuuut... we weren't exactly "trying" and now I'm 5 wks since the m/c without a period but with numerous BFPs.

Hubs would like me to go to the Dr but I don't see a point until 8 wks. The way I see it, either I lose it too or I don't. Either way, I can't do anything to change that outcome. And yet this is all I can think about. Blaaaaaah! I'm not getting anything done at work today!