I want to take a test so badly. I know it won't show up even if I am pregnant, which is doubtful. I'm only 4dpo. I feel like it's impossible to conceive. I see all these people around me getting pregnant and being so happy and it's like the hardest thing in the world for me to achieve. All my husband and I want is a baby, and I feel like such a failure because I haven't been able to give him that joy... I know I'm not the only one but sometimes it helps just to vent I guess.

Sincerely,

A very frustrated want to be mommy