Need to vent...

So I miscarried on August 20th. I was really depressed afterwards and my doctor put me on antidepressants and theyve been helping. But last night and today I just feel so sad again. We are still TTC but every morning I woke up pregnant, I was so happy. It was the first thing I thought about. I'd wake up and just be like "I cant believe I'm finally pregnant!" Husband and I tried for about a year and a half. Now the excitement is gone. I miss it so much. Seeing a positive pregnancy test, looking at baby stuff.. this sucks so bad 😔😔 sorry.. just needed to vent.