Just kinda want to vent

Today would’ve been my grandmothers birthday. She passed in 2014 and I think about her all the time, but today is her birthday and I woke up this morning and I had forgotten it was today. 😔 It feels like I’m forgetting her and it hurts my heart. She was such a strong person. I found out I was pregnant less than a month after she passed and I always felt like my daughter was a gift from her to help me cope with losing her, it’s why my daughter has her middle name. I miss her so much and I know she would’ve adored my daughter and I’m so scared she’ll never understand how amazing the woman she’s named after was. I guess I just wanted to get this out.