I have been trying to get pregnant for 9 months. While it isn't even a fraction as long as some women it's hitting especially hard this month. This would be the month I would be counting days instead of months to meet my baby if I had gotten pregnant right away like I thought I would. My social media is swimming with expectant mothers and new babies and I cant help but get mad. I have no right to get mad but I cant help it. I'm driving myself crazy trying to come up with a reason why the universe wants me to wait but I keep dismissing any solutions. I just want to speak with other people who understand and not my husband or family who dont quite understand how badly I want this!!