I thought the whole point of sleeping pills was that they actually helped you sleep. But yet again I'm wrong. It is past 3am here in Washington and I'm still wide awake and I have to take my little sister to ROTC in about 3.5 hours. I've been pushing my TTC journey off since I got out of the hospital. (Still having unprotected sex though). Until I get my health back in order. Which means sleeping as well. I just wanna switch doctors to my husband's doctor and hopefully he will help with all the problems I am having. I wanna start my TTC journey again. I want to be able to hold my baby in my arms this time once I do finally get pregnant.